Текст песни
Now in these cynical times
Sterotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle
the minute I climb
Now these subliminal
thoughts got individuals blind
I'm trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I'll find
I'm like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining
but I'm catching minimal rays
It's time for me to grow
out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle
that I'll probably never win
'Cause I keep thinking big
and risking everything
Life's a challenge and
I wonder if I'll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion
topped off with many talents
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My finger's pointing in the mirror
I'm the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
There's nothing new thay all said it
And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
I'm hard-headed
That's the only way I'll learn
Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
Living life loking
through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I'd be
changing for the worst wouldn't I?
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
I wanna run but if I run
I'm only running form myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
I'm like a child playin'
with matches that's never beeen burned
Relearning all the lessons
that I've already learned
On a highway to a destinatin I've earned
So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn
I'm like a piece of shard
glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig
He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now I'm dancing
in the ashes of the bridge I've burned
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
