Текст песни Depeche Mode - A Pain That I'm Used To

I'm not sure 
What I'm looking for anymore
I just know 
That I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be 
Instead of me
But the key
Is a question of control

Can you say
What you're trying to play anyway
I just pay
While you're breaking all the rules 
All the signs that I find 
Have been underlined 
Devils thrive on the drive
That is fuelled

All this running around
Well it's getting me down 
Just give me a pain that I'm used to 
I don't need to believe 
All the dreams you conceive 
You just need to achieve
Something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul
Like an animal 
With no conscience
Repentance unknown 
Close your eyes
Pay the price for your paradise 
Devils feed on the seeds 
That are sown

Can't conceal what I feel
What I know is real 
No mistaking the faking
I care 
With a prayer in the air
I will leave it there 
On a note full of hope
Not despair

All this running around
Well it's getting me down 
Just give me a pain that I'm used to 
I don't need to believe
All the dreams you conceive 
You just need to achieve
Something that rings true