Текст песни Linkin Park - Lying From You

when I pretend
everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
when I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
stealing second after second 
just cause I know I can / but
I can't pretend this is the way 
it will stay / I'm just
trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be 
so I'm 
lying my way from you 

[no / no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside 
so let me go
[no / no turning back now]
let me take back my life 
i'd rather be all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause I can see
[no / no turning back now]
the very worst part of you 
is me 

I remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
remember listening to all of that and this again
so I pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person really is me and I'm
[trying to bend the truth]
but the more I push 
the more I'm pulling away 
'cause I'm 

lying my way from you 

this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said 
would have you running from me
like this 

the very worst part of you
the very worst part of you 
is me