Текст песни Linkin Park - From The Inside

I don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies 
trying not to break 
but i'm so tired of this deceit 
every time I try to make myself 
get back up on my feet 
all I ever think about is this 
all the tiring time between 
and how
trying to put my trust in you 
just takes so much out of me 

I take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause I swear / for the last time
I won't trust myself with you 

tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me 

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
waste myself on you
you